他最近不知怎么，发了几天高烧。烧🉐️昏昏沉沉的。每天卧床不起，白天黑夜昏睡。看了两次医生，第一次医生开了退烧药，说如果过几天还高烧不退就回来验血。几天后回去，碰到的是另一个医生。这诊所是几个医生联合办的。这回的医生却说不用验血，开了张病假单把他打发回府了。
每天下班回家，看着卧床虚弱的他，忧心忡忡地问：今天好点吗？他总有气无力地说：还那样。他说身体感觉很难受，比当初感染新冠病毒更难受。退烧药作用有限，最后还是靠着自己的免疫系统才顽强地战胜了不知来自何方的病毒。
在他生病的日子，自觉不去打扰他。每晚心情平静共枕而眠相安无事。
好不容易大病初愈。这天，他来了兴致。关好卧室门，拉上窗帘，熄了灯，独留一盏昏黄的小夜灯，黑暗里发着柔和的光。
他问：我们多久没做了？
我说：自你生病以来啊。你自顾无暇，哪还有精神想别的。
他半温柔半霸道地说：过来亲热一下。
他躺着，我趴着，吃起了我最爱的冰淇淋
一开始的口感是柔软的。吃了一会还是柔软的，虽然在慢慢变大。
我继续耐心地吃，他却感叹说：看来发烧还是很影响身体的。
我问：什么影响
他说：硬得没那么快了
我笑了：没事，一会儿就会好了
继续吃着，感受着。他临睡前总是洗得干干净净的，肌肤还带着沐浴液的清香。气味好闻，吃起来没有一丝抗拒感，反而是种自然的享受。在舌尖温柔的缠绕下，慢慢地感觉宝贝变大变硬了。我喜欢这个慢慢变化的过程
他迫不及待地问：好了吗
我说：你自己没感觉的吗
他说：当然有感觉
忍不住一个翻身而起把我压在身下，说要和我共舞
应景的舞曲音乐是麦当娜的这首
https://youtu.be/h-UQ8xBZyCQ
?si=huHn2notgpcj5PV0
Madonna
"Into The Groove"
And you can dance
For inspiration
Come on
I'm waiting
Get into the groove
Boy you've got to prove
Your love to me, yeah
Get up on your feet, yeah
Step to the beat
Boy what will it be
Music can be such a revelation
Dancing around you feel the sweet sensation
We might be lovers if the rhythms right
I hope this feeling never ends tonight
Only when I'm dancing can I feel this free
At night I lock the doors, where no one else can see
I'm tired of dancing here all by myself
Tonight I wanna dance with someone else
Get into the groove
Boy you've got to prove
Your love to me, yeah
Get up on your feet, yeah
Step to the beat
Boy what will it be
Gonna get to know you in a special way
This doesn't happen to me every day
Don't try to hide it love wears no disguise
I see the fire burning in your eyes
Only when I'm dancing can I feel this free
At night I lock the doors, where no one else can see
I'm tired of dancing here all by myself
Tonight I wanna dance with someone else
Get into the groove
Boy you've got to prove
Your love to me, yeah
Get up on your feet, yeah
Step to the beat
Boy what will it be
Live out your fantasy here with me
Just let the music set you free
Touch my body, and move in time
Now I know you're mine
You've got to
Get into the groove
Boy you've got to prove
Your love to me, yeah
Get up on your feet, yeah
Step to the beat
Boy what will it be
Only when I'm dancing can I feel this free
At night I lock the doors, where no one else can see
I'm tired of dancing here all by myself
Tonight I wanna dance with someone else
Live out your fantasy here with me
Just let the music set you free
Touch my body, and move in time
Now I know you're mine
Now I know you're mine, now I know you're mine
Now I know you're mine, now I know you're mine
You've got to
Get into the groove
Boy you've got to prove
Your love to me, yeah
Get up on your feet, yeah
Step to the beat
Boy what will it be
[Repeat and fade]