本回忆录共十章，述说了作为刘团长医学实验对象的我，从一岁到五十岁的经历。从灵魂转世来说，心的本质是事，人的灵魂就是一辈子所经历的长篇故事，本书就是我的灵魂，是由一个个事件构成的。一个个事件就是一个个灵，也就是本回忆录中的一个个案例，古人称作灵，灵丹，和天珠。
This memoir consists of ten chapters that describe my experiences as a subject of medical experimentation by Troupe Leader Liu, from the age of one to the age of fifty. In terms of the reincarnation of the soul, the essence of the heart is affair, and the soul of a human being is a long story of what he or she has experienced in a lifetime, and this book is my soul, which is made up of one event after another. An event is a spirit, or a case in this memoir, which the ancients called a spirit, a Spiritual Catholicon, and a Sky Pearl.
 
插图10.10.1-1是纳瓦特象形文字灵丹。上面的羽毛代表灵，底下的圆球代表丹。人吃了灵丹后，灵丹就会慢慢地生长成为一个灵（如图2所示），成为人灵魂的一部分。图3是少女玉女；她的父母秘密地把灵丹夹杂在饭里给她吃。碗底的那红点就是一颗灵丹，代表奥林心（佛教中称作菩提心，参见16.0节）。当玉女成年后，那颗奥林心已经生长成了菩提树（如图4左所示），所以玉女就成为了众生之母翠玉女（如图4所示）。
Illustration 10.10.1-1 is the Nahuatl hieroglyph for the Spiritual Catholicon. The feathers on top represent spirits, and the ball on the bottom represents the Catholicon. When a person eats the Spiritual Catholicon, the Spiritual Catholicon will slowly grow into a spirit (as shown in Figure 2), becoming part of the person's soul. Figure 3 shows the young Jade Girl; her parents secretly mixed the Spiritual Catholicons into her rice for her to eat. The red dot at the bottom of the bowl is a Spiritual Catholicon, representing the Ollin Heart (called Bodhicitta in Buddhism, see Section 16.0). When Jade Girl grew up, the Ollin Heart had grown into a Bodhi tree (i.e., an enlightenment tree, as shown in Figure 4, left), so Jade Girl became Chalchiuhtlicue, the mother of all livings (as shown in Figure 4).
图5是少年的墨西哥（又名金童，特拉洛克，狮子王）；他不经意地吃了许多神父秘密地送给他的灵丹。长大成为了学者之后，他吃了一颗超大的灵丹（如图6右所示，代表集谛（https://web.6parkbbs.com/index.php?app=forum&act=view&tid=4334648），亦作等起智），所以他四十岁时就变成雨神特拉洛克（如图7所示）了。
Figure 5 shows the young Mexico (also known as Gold Boy, Tlaloc, and Jaguar); he inadvertently ate many Spiritual Catholicons secretly given to him by his godfather. When he grew up and became a scholar, he ate a very large Spiritual Catholicon (as shown in Figure 6, right, representing Aggregate Crux, also known as the intelligence of equality arousal), so when he was forty years old, he became the rain god Tlaloc (as shown in Figure 7).
图8显示在翠玉女和墨西哥结婚之后，她们俩总结出了一千零一颗灵丹，束成了亦作蜻蜓眼塔。图9显示她们俩是根据治疗腐尸虫来编制灵丹的。腐尸虫代表人生的约三百个根本烦恼（参见11.4.4.1.4《根本烦恼》）或八万四千病（参见14.3.1《八万四千尘劳》（https://web.6parkbbs.com/index.php?app=forum&act=view&tid=4336133）。
Figure 8 shows that after Chalchiuhtlicue and Mexico got married, they compiled 1,001 Spiritual Catholicons and tied them into a tower called Dragonfly Eyes Tower. Figure 9 shows that they compiled Spiritual Catholicons based on cure for carrion beetles. Carrion beetles represent about 300 fundamental annoyances in life (see section 11.4.4.1.4 “Fundamental Annoyances”) or 84,000 diseases (see section 14.3.1 “84,000 Dust Labors”).
10.10-2 故事线索 Storyline
本回忆录的故事线索就是插图10.10.2-15右端的那根线绳，代表刘团长用它把我和他的女神女儿刘健君捆绑成了夫妻。那根线也被称作金线和黄连（黄连的英文是Goldthread， 金线义，如图38），在中华文化中被称作经，书，和困龙锁，是升天必备的四件法宝之一，能串联人生所需的全部灵丹。
The storyline of my memoir is the string on the right side of illustration 10.10.2-15, represents that Troupe Leader Liu ties me and his goddess daughter Eve Liu together as husband and wife. The thread is called Gold Thread or Goldthread (shown in Figure 38). In Chinese culture, it is called Sutra, Book, and “Detain Dragon Chain”. It is one of the four juristic treasures necessary for ascension to sky, can cluster all Spiritual Catholicons needed in life.
 
插图1至22是墨西哥（又名特拉洛克，美洲狮，金童）约在1325年画的。金线的纳瓦特语为墨西（Mexi），义为 “这就是” ，是太阳神左翼蜂鸟钓墨西哥的渔线。插图11中被挂在鱼钩上作为饵的脸代表他的女儿翠玉女（玉女）。旁边笑眯眯的，不咬钩的半月脸就是墨西哥。
Illustrations 1 to 22 were drawn by Mexico (also known as Tlaloc, Jaguar, and Gold Boy) around 1325 CE. The Nahuatl word for the storyline is Mexi, which means "this is it" and is the fishing line that the sun god Huitzilopochtli used to fish for Mexico, the “gold turtle son-in law” (as shown in fig. 37). The face on the hook as bait in Illustration 11 represents Chalchiuhtlicue (Jade Girl). The smiling crescent face next to it that does not bite the hook is Mexico.
此故事线索在日耳曼文化中称作 “雷音的带子”（如图35所示），是雷音（佛教中称作大日如来）用来拘禁降伏教子德意志（又名阿尔维斯，睚眦，释迦摩尼）的绳子。当时德意志已经向雷音投降了，接受雷音的女儿紫蕗德（佛号磨牙）为妻子了，所以带子被打成了捆，放在了一边。图中的女人是芙蕾雅（佛教中称作南海观音菩萨），猪代表德意志。图表现的是芙蕾雅在去见国王紫蕗德的路上，她怕紫蕗德派人刺杀德意志，就让他扮成了护卫，跟着自己。
The storyline is called "Thor's belt" in Germanic culture (as shown in Figure 35). It is the rope that Thor (known as Great Sun Tathagata in Buddhism) used to detain and tame his godson Germany (also known as Alviss, Gold Boy, Adam, Tanngnjóstr, and Shakyamuni). At that time, Germany had surrendered to Thor and accepted Thor's daughter Thrud (also known as Jade Girl, Eve, Tanngrisnir) as his wife, so the belt was tied into a bundle and put aside. The goddess in the picture is Freya (known as “South-sea Guanyin Bodhisattva” in Chinese Buddhism), and the pig represents Germany. The picture shows that Freya was on her way to see king Thrud. She was afraid that Thrud would send someone to assassinate Germany, so she asked him to pretend to be a guard and follow her.
此故事线索也被称作 “打神鞭”（如图36所示），传说是真主安拉送给教子须弥颅（又名亚当，黑头人）的。
The storyline is also called "Beating God Whip" (as shown in Figure 36). Legend has it that it was given by God Allah to godson Sumeru (also known as Adam, Blackhead Man).
10.10-3 显灵 Epiphany
本书的第九章及以前讲述从我出生之后三十几年里，刘团长一直在秘密地对我进行做法，即在背后喂食我灵丹。那一个个案例（事件）就是以前佛的一个个灵，但我当时并不懂，而是积累了许多迷惑。在第十章，当我听闻刘团长过世的消息，立刻堕入了地狱（即患了精神病）。我惊慌失措，每天都在思索那些怪事的原因（如图10.10.3-1和2所示）。
Chapter 9 and the previous chapters of this book tell that for more than thirty years after I was born, Troupe Leader Liu has been secretly “making laws” on me, that is, feeding me “Spiritual Catholicons” behind my back. Those juristic cases (events, affairs) were the spirits of the Buddha in the past, but I did not understand them at the time and accumulated a lot of Muddles. In Chapter 10, when I heard the news that Troupe Leader Liu had passed away, I immediately fell into hell (i.e., suffered from mental illness). I was panic-stricken and pondered the reasons for those strange affairs every day (as shown in Figures 10.10.3-1 and 2).
 
依据传说中的说法，那几年我处于时光倒流的状态，因为我每天都在思索过去的怪事。那些刘团长对我做过的怪事，就是刘团长的灵。那些灵不断地吸引着我思考，占据我的头脑，就是刘团长不断地对我显灵。我和刘团长成为了形影不离的伴侣，所以我的时间是反向移动的，从辽宁拓疆房地产公司，到研究生院，到沈阳和平房产局，大学，高中，初中，童年。
According to the legend, I was in a state of time reversal during those years because I was thinking about the strange affairs in the past every day. Those strange affairs that Troupe Leader Liu had done to me were his spirits. Those spirits that constantly attracted me to think and occupied my mind were the spirits that Troupe Leader Liu constantly manifested to me. Troupe Leader Liu and I became inseparable companions, so my time moved in reverse, from Liaoning TJ Real Estate Company to Graduate School, to Shenyang Heping Housekeeping Bureau, to college, High School, Junior High School, and Childhood.
在二零一四年春，我的回忆终于突破了三岁的障碍，回忆出了在我一岁时，刘团长为我和刘健君订婚时的情景（参见第一章《娃娃婚约 https://web.6parkbbs.com/index.php?app=forum&act=view&tid=4277625》），粗略地知道了此真人医学实验（参见4.5节）的前因后果。
In the spring of 2014, my memory finally broke through the three-year-old barrier, and I recalled the scene when Troupe Leader Liu arranged the marriage between me and Eve Liu when I was one year old (see Chapter 1 “Children Marriage Contract”), and I roughly understood the cause and effect of this real-life medical experiment (see Section 4.5).
10.10-4 灵魂转世的本质 Nature of Reincarnation
2014年，我写完回忆录后，就懂得了灵魂转世的本质。从唯心主义来谈灵魂转世，佛教不相信人有灵魂，但承认灵魂转世。作者我认为他们是从异生性（参见11.4.4.2-5 异生性），即个体性，来考虑的：{异生性} = {烦恼} + {所知}。
Talking about soul reincarnation from the perspective of theism, Buddhism does not believe that humans have souls, but it recognizes soul reincarnation. Author me believes that they consider it from the perspective of Mutant Nature (see 11.4.4.2-5 Mutant Nature), that is, individuality: {Mutant Nature} = {Annoyances} + {Knows}.
刘团长和我都因为这个实验生病了。人不同，他的病和我的病不同，但我们俩的病都是从这实验中的一系列事件中形成的。从这个方面来说，我们俩患了相同的病，具有相同的{烦恼}。我因为治疗自己的病，学懂了四胜谛（参见第13至16章）。就这样，刘团长把他的所知传给了我，我们俩具有了相同的{所知}。彼灭此起，就形成了我是刘团长的灵魂转世，是他的下辈子的现象。
Both Troupe Leader Liu and I became ill because of this experiment. We are different people, and his illness is different from mine, but both of our illnesses were formed from a series of events in this experiment. In this respect, we both have the same illness and the same {Annoyances}. Because of treating my own illness, I learned the Four Victorious Cruxes (see Chapters 13 to 16). In this way, Troupe Leader Liu passed on his knowledge to me, and we both had the same {knows}. The demise of one and the arising of the other formed the phenomenon that I was the reincarnation of Troupe Leader Liu's soul, his next life.
 
插图10.10.4-1和2源自公元七世纪的古墨西哥。图1是帕卡尔王（Lord Pacal，亦作金童，特拉洛克，美洲狮））的灵棺盖板，刻画了他听说神父过世的消息后，体内发生了爆炸（如他屁股下的棺材内所示），堕入了地狱（即患了精神病）。图上部显示十字架或金刚剑插入了帕卡尔王的腹部，表示他被十字架钉住了，病危了。十字架代表四胜谛。
Illustrations 10.10.4-1 and 2 are from ancient Mexico in the seventh century. Illustration 1 is the coffin cover of Lord Pacal (also known as the Gold Boy, Tlaloc, and Jaguar), depicting that after hearing the news of godfather's death, his body exploded (as shown in the coffin under his buttocks) and he fell into hell (i.e., he suffered from mental illness). The upper part of the picture shows a cross or a “philosopher-stone sword inserted into King Pacal's abdomen, indicating that he was nailed by the cross and was dying. The cross represents the Four Victorious Cruxes. 
图2显示，帕卡尔王想通了，重生了；他的新身体（即特拉洛克）是四胜谛。四胜谛中，苦谛最大，可以统摄代表其它的三个胜谛，所以图2中的四胜谛是用一根竖杆表示的。胸前的小女孩儿像表示他接受神父的女儿翠玉女做为妻子了，愿意和她共同（如图3所示）撰写新的《法典》（亦作《天书》）了。
Figure 2 shows that King Pakal has figured it out and has been reborn; his new body (Tlaloc) is the Four Victorious Cruxes. Among the Four Cruxes, the Bitter Crux is the biggest and can represent the other three Cruxes, so the Four Victorious Cruxes in Illustration 2 are represented by a vertical rod. The image of the little girl on his chest indicates that he has accepted godfather’s daughter, Chalchiuhtlicue, as his wife and is willing to write a new "Codex" (called "Sky Book" in Chinese culture) with her (as shown in Figure 3).
10.10-5 灵魂转世的表现 Phenomena of Reincarnation
三岁之前的记忆力量强大，据传说有起死回生的力量，华人文化中称作 “人身果” 和 “福”，佛教中称作儒童（梵语Manava），基督教、伊斯兰教、和埃及文化中作亚伯（Abel），日耳曼文化中作马格尼（Magni），古墨西哥文化中作灵龙（Quetzalcoatl）。我的病情并没有想象得那么悲观，也从那时起，逐渐地好转了。
The memory power before the age of three is very powerful. According to legend, it has the power to bring the dead back to life. In Chinese culture, it is called "human body fruit" and "fortune", in Buddhism, it is called Genius Children (Sanskrit Manava), in Christianity, Islam, and Egyptian culture, it is called Abel, in Germanic culture, it is called Magni, and in ancient Mexican culture, it is called Quetzalcoatl. My condition was not as pessimistic as I imagined, and it gradually improved from then on.
二零一四年六月，我理解了上文的灵魂转世的本质之后，很生气，那就是些理论上的说法，而这个实验却毁了我的家庭和职业。随后，我常常恨刘健君，想象着吃她的肉，但恨她会引起我呼吸障碍，喘不过来气。由于恨刘健君会加剧我的心理矛盾，引发我的胃肠溃疡，我不得不放弃仇恨，行动起来编辑回忆录。
June 2014, after I understood the essence of the soul reincarnation mentioned above, I was very angry. It is just a theoretical statement, and this experiment destroyed my family and career. Afterwards, I often hated Eve Liu and imagined eating her meat but hating her caused me to have breathing difficulties and gasp for air. Because hating her would aggravate my psychological contradictions and cause my gastrointestinal ulcers, I had to give up hatred and take action to edit my memoirs.
渐渐地，我忘记了以前的生活，开始喜欢这个灵魂转世实验了，觉得是刘团长让我有了灵魂，使我的生命有了意义。约从2016年我意识到了刘团长的智慧和业绩达到了上帝的水平开始，多年中，我想起他就悲伤流泪，比如一天想起他五次，就哭五次，这似乎已经成了我的一个特质。到2020年时，随着我的回忆录创作的成功进展，我对刘团长的怀念有所减弱，但还是有时候想起他后悲伤落泪。
Gradually, I forgot my previous life and began to like this reincarnation experiment. I felt that it is Troupe Leader Liu who gave me a soul and made my life meaningful. Since 2016, I realized that his wisdom and achievements had reached the level of God. For many years, I would cry when I thought of him. For example, I would cry five times a day when I thought of him five times. This seems to have become a trait of mine. By 2020, with the successful progress of my memoir writing, my nostalgia for Troupe Leader Liu has weakened, but sometimes I still cry when I think of him.
 
整编于公元二零二四年十月二十五日，卍！
Compiled on October 25, 2024, CE., Auspicious!
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