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9.7 社会环境 Social Environment

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2010年4月的一天,我开车在路上,忽然发现刹车不工作,踩到底了才有一点儿作用。我小心翼翼地把车开到了我习惯去的汽车维修店,去换机油。我把车钥匙交给他们时,却把刹车失灵的事忘记了。 
One day in April 2010, I was driving on the road, suddenly noticed that the brakes were not working, and it only had a little effect when I stepped to the end. I carefully drove the car to the auto repair shop I used to go to change the oil. When I handed them the car key, I forgot about the brake failure.

车维修完了,我去取钥匙时,本来那个结账的服务员是个欧洲的白人小姑娘,她突然被召唤进去了,换了个说汉语的华裔人来为我结账。他拿着我的钥匙,四处看了看,伸头到我脸的附近,用汉语小声说: “卢先生,你的车闸我们已经替你紧过了,你的车现在安全了。” 我答应着,没在意,但当我走到门口时,全身出汗了。人人都知道:车闸出事有两种可能的原因,一是来自事故,二是人为的。我的车近几个月都没事故,是有人在故意害我!
When I went to get the keys after the car was repaired, the waiter who was originally checking out was a little white girl from Europe, but she was suddenly summoned in and replaced with a Chinese-speaking Chinese to check out for me. He took my key, looked around, reached near my face, and whispered in Chinese: “Mr. Luyan, we have tightened your brakes for you, and your car is safe now.” I answered without attention, but when I walked to the door, I was sweating all over. Everyone knows that there are two possible reasons for a brake accident, one is from an accident and the other is man-made. My car hasn't had an accident in recent months, someone is deliberately harming me!

在回家的路上,我一直想谁在害我?一、两个小时内,几次出汗。随后,我的生活和工作中就出现了奇奇怪怪的事(注1)。
On the way home, I kept thinking who was harming me? Sweating several times in one or two hours. Then strange things happened in my life and work (Annotation 1).

注9.7-1,我受到了严重的惊吓,身心处于高度的恐惧和怀疑之中;肾上腺激素等分泌维持着这种身心状态,多星期时间不能被降下来,致使我的心理容纳空间变小了,思想多走入极端。
Annotation 9.7-1, I was severely frightened, physically, and mentally in a high state of fear and doubt; adrenal hormones etc. secretions maintained this bodily and mentally drowsy state, could not be lowered for weeks, resulting in a smaller space for my mental behaviors, thinks were rampaging extremely.

2 美国不欢迎我 I'm not Welcome in America.

2001年移民加拿大后,一次我回国乘飞机经由美国。美国警察来接我,伴随我上了另一架飞机。回加拿大时在芝加哥转机,我被扣留在了机场,等待审查结果。等了十几个小时之后,一个警察来跟我说: “老规矩,你可能都知道了!限你48小时之内离开美国。你在美国期间,我会一直陪着你;吃饭、睡觉、上厕所、去商店,去公园,我都陪着你。”
After immigrating to Canada in 2001, I returned home and flew through the United States. The American police came to pick me up and accompanied me to another plane. Transiting in Chicago on my way back to Canada, I was detained at the airport awaiting the results of the review. After waiting for more than a dozen hours, a policeman came to me and said, "You probably know the old rules! You are allowed to leave the U.S. within 48 hours. I will always be with you while you are in the United States; Eat, sleep, go to the toilet, go to the store, go to the park, I will accompany you.”

我对此很生气。美国警察说:“这你有什么生气的!美国和中国的关系不是那么友好;美国不欢迎你这种人!你来这儿干什么?”
我回答:“什么也不干,就是转机、路过!若不是你们把我扣留下来,这时候,我已经在加拿大自己的家里了!”
I was very angry about this. The American police said: "Why are you angry? The relationship between the United States and China is not so friendly; the United States does not welcome people like you! What are you doing here?"
I replied: "Nothing, just transiting, passing by! If you hadn't detained me, I would have been in my own home in Canada by now!"

他说:“我在计算机屏幕上都看到了,十几个组织调查了你十几个小时。你来这里没事!?我才不信呢!当然,你不可能告诉我!我只是按照计算机屏幕告诉我的,例行公事,做我的工作。”
He said, "I saw it all on the computer screen. More than a dozen organizations have been investigating you for more than a dozen hours. You are fine coming here!? I don't believe it! Of course, you can't tell me! I just follow what the computer screen tells me, routine, do my job."

注9.7-2,从2001年到2010年,美国中央情报局对我的关注是引发我觉思失调症的一个因素。我怎么被列入了美国的不欢迎人物名单?直到2014年,我写完回忆录才明白。1996年,一次我和室友,那个来自国务院的警察(参见第7章《东北大学》)谈话时,他说: “他们(去砸美国领事馆的同学)进没进美国的那个名单,我不知道,但你是已经进去了。对不起!都是因为我。我这种人一出北京,就会被他们盯得死死的。我来东北大学读博士,碰巧和你住一个寝室一年多。他们就不这么认为;他们认为我和你有什么勾搭,所以你就被列进了美国的那个名单。”
Note 9.7-2, from 2001 to 2010, the CIA’s attention to me was a factor in triggering my schizophrenia. How was I included in the list of unwelcome persons in the United States? I didn’t understand it until I finished writing my memoirs in 2014. In 1996, when I was talking to my roommate, the policeman from the State Council (see Chapter 7 "Northeastern University"), he said: "I don’t know whether they (the students who went to smash the US consulate) are on the US list, but you are already on it. I’m sorry! It’s all because of me. People like me will be closely watched by them once we leave Beijing. I came to Northeastern University to study for a doctorate and happened to live in the same dormitory with you for more than a year. They don’t think so; they think I have something in common with you, so you were included in the US list."

那怎么还10多个部门一起研究我呢?与我这个国务院警察室友对应的美国国家部门就是美国电影中的那种“X-file” 警察。他们是直接受美国白宫领导的秘密警察,涉及的部门多。
Why are there more than 10 parties investigating me? The US national department corresponding to my State Council police roommate is the "X-file" police in American movies. They are secret agency directly under the leadership of the White House, they involve many departments.

3 事例二 Case 2

例如,一次,加拿大联邦警察打电话问我:“你在XXX时间,去了YYY地方;你到那里干什么?”
我回答:“那时我在多伦多,那段时间,我就没离开过多伦多。你可以打电话去我工作的DAVROC 询问一下;那时我在上班啊!”
For example, once, the Canadian federal police called me and asked, "You went to YYY place at XXX time; what were you doing there?"
I answered, "I was in Toronto at that time, and I never left Toronto during that period. You can call DAVROC where I work to ask; I was at work at that time!"

加拿大警察说:“美国那帮人(注3)在调查你,要看你的档案。这件事,我们有困难。不过,我们可以帮你找人权律师,起诉他们。”
我回答:“你们有困难,就让他们看吧!我没钱,负担不起雇用律师的费用。”
The Canadian police said: "Those American people (Note 2) are investigating you and want to see your file. We have difficulty with this matter. However, we can help you find a human rights lawyer to sue them."
I replied: "If you have difficulties, let them see it! I have no money and cannot afford to hire a lawyer."

事后,我想加拿大警察怎么说 “那帮美国人” (注3)!他们是谁!?
加拿大联邦警察多次因为 “美国那帮人” (注3) 打电话给我;我不知道为什么,谁在监视我。他们的调查进入了我的信誉记录;我就麻烦了,却无可奈何。
Afterwards, I wondered what the Canadian police said about "those Americans" (Note 2)! Who are they!?
The Canadian federal police called me many times because of "those Americans" (Note 2); I didn't know why or who was watching me. Their investigation entered my credit record; I was in trouble, but there was nothing I could do.

注9.7-3,加拿大联邦警察所说的 “那帮美国人”是什么人?请允许我先解释我的那个国务院警察室友是什么人?一次,他对我说:“你这种人,如果我不告诉你,你一辈子不会知道我是什么人。我是国务院审查公安部报告的文职人员。我们这种人很多,国务院采用公司制管理,用了个不相关的公司名。我们本质上是国务院的员工,但国务院不准我们随便使用国务院的名头。” 类似的,加拿大警察所说的 “那帮美国人”就是用了假名的美国白宫的工作人员。如果加拿大警察告诉了我他们的公司名,反倒是欺骗了我。
Note 9.7-3, who are “those Americans” mentioned by the Canadian federal police? Please allow me to first explain who my State Council police roommate is. Once, he said to me: "If I don't tell you, you will never know who I am. I am a paper-work-checking worker of State Council who reviews reports from the Ministry of Public Security. There are many people like us. The State Council adopts a corporate management system and uses an unrelated company name. We are essentially employees of State Council, but the State Council does not allow us to use the name of the State Council casually." Similarly, the "Those Americans" mentioned by the Canadian police are the staff of White House who used pseudonyms. If the Canadian police told me the name of their company, they would have deceived me.

4 事例三Case 3

2010年4月,我去RBC银行申请买房贷款。银行的贷款经纪人看了我的信誉记录后,忽然说: “哎呀!你是国际人物(注3),我们不知道你是谁,不和你这种人做生意!”
我立刻懵了:“什么国际人物!?我的信誉记录里哪条表明了:我是国际人物?”
In April 2010, I went to RBC Bank to apply for a mortgage. After looking at my credit record, the bank's loan broker suddenly said: "Oh! You are an international figure (Note 3), we don't know who you are, don't do business with people like you!"
I was immediately confused: "What international figure!? Which line in my credit record shows that I am an international figure?"

从2002年起,我一直都有警察监视我的困惑;直至2014年写完回忆录,明白了此中的缘由。
Since 2002, I have been confused by the police monitoring me; until I finished writing my memoirs in 2014, I understood the reason.

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9.8 把工程作坏 Job Rip

一天,在多伦多的Yonge St and Finch Ave工地,那个技术员突然请假离开了,我接替了他。这是个铺设2公里长公路表层沥青路面的工程。我的工作是检测沥青混凝土的压实密度。
One day, at the Yonge St and Finch Ave site in Toronto, the technician suddenly took time off work, I took his place. This is a project to lay the surface asphalt of a 2-kilometre-long road. My job is to detect the compaction density of asphalt concrete.

铺沥青路面压实的工作有三道工序:一是铺设沥青混凝土机器刚刚摊平混凝土,压路机立刻碾压,震碎混凝土中的结块儿;二是10或15分钟后,压路机第二次压实,达到目标密实度的底线;三是混凝土的温度比较低了,作最后的路表平整工作,使路面美观,有一些压实的功能。我的工作是在第二次压实时作密度测试,确保压实工作能达到工程质量的要求。
There are three processes in the compaction of asphalt pavement: First, the asphalt concrete laying machine has just flattened the concrete, and the road roller immediately crushes and breaks the agglomerates in the concrete; Second, after 10 or 15 minutes, the roller compacts for the second time to reach the bottom line of the target compactness; Third, the temperature of the concrete is relatively low, and the final road surface leveling work is done to make the road surface beautiful and have some compaction functions. My job is to do density tests in the second compaction time to ensure that the compaction work meets the requirements of engineering quality.

工作开始后,我测试了,然后告诉了开压路机的人,合格了。过了一会儿,那人开着压路机继续压。我过去测了一下密度,告诉他,这密度已经超过了要求的密度,你不要再压了,那人离开了。可随后那人说他去洗手间,却在我的后面继续压实已经合格了的路面。我又走回去告诉他,他又离开了;可他一边离开,一边用震动压实。我注意到了他的压路工作有密度高低的格式(注,开压路机的人在故意破坏工程质量)。
After the work began, I tested it, and then told the person who operated the roller that it passed. After a while, the operator drove the roller and continued to press. I went over, measured the density, told him that the density had exceeded the required density, you don't press anymore, the man left. But then the man said he went to the bathroom, but behind me continued to compact the already qualified pavement. I walked back to tell him, he left again. But on his way leaving, he compacted with vibration. I noticed that his roller work had a high-and low-density format (Annotation, the roller operator was deliberately destroying the quality of the work).

工作休息时,我来到了他们休息的地方。建筑公司的技术员开始告诉那个开压路机的人如何继续他的压路工作。他们就这么当着我的面搞破坏工作。这事我只在上中学时的历史书上看见过:故意把路压坏。我立刻意识到了,我正身处于有组织的犯罪团伙正在犯罪的过程中;我的世界变得昏暗了。我不知道谁和谁在搞恶性竞争,但我遇上了,就是倒霉!
During the break from work, I came to the place where they rested. The technician of the construction company began to tell the roller operator how to continue his compaction work. They just sabotage in my face. I only saw this in the history books of middle school: deliberately crushing the road to ruin the work. I realized immediately that I was in an organized crime gang that was committing crimes; my world has darkened. I don't know who is engaged in vicious competition with whom, but I ran into it, it was bad luck!

随后,我去和施工队的领队谈话,向他抱怨。他板着脸,没说一句话。这时,我感觉真是活见鬼了,这工地的人都是强盗。市政监理也不在。整条路面被压得密度高高低低,如同马赛克。我手中所有的测量数据都变成了假数据。我从头开测,得到真实数据,保护自己。等我完成我自己的工作,天已经黑了。我就把报告如实交上去了。
Afterwards, I went to talk to the leader of the construction team and complained to him. He kept a straight face and didn't say a word. At this time, I felt devastating, and the people at this construction site all were robbers, thieves. The municipal supervisor was also not there. The entire road surface is pressed to high and low, like a mosaic. All the measurements in my hands turned into fake data. I started the test from scratch, got real data, and protected myself. By the time I finished my own work, it was dark already. I handed in the report truthfully.

我晚上回家认为有人跟踪我,监视我,认为有人窃听我的电话。
I came home at night thinking that someone was following me, watching me, thinking that someone was tapping my phone.

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第二天上班,市政出事了。同事们都不理我了。桫椤去市政开会了。市政同时请了三家质量检测公司进行测试;测量的结果密度都是高低不均。他们紧急召开工程师会议,决议是所使用的沥青混凝土是个新配方,质量不稳定。结果,多伦多市政取消了这份价值三千万元沥青混凝土订单。
The next day at work, something happened to the municipality. My colleagues ignored me. Sal Fasullo went to a municipal meeting. The municipality also invited three quality inspection companies to conduct tests; The resulting densities are also high and low, uneven. They urgently convened a meeting of engineers and decided that the asphalt concrete used was a new formula and of unstable quality. As a result, the City of Toronto cancelled the $30 million asphalt concrete order.

这种事情发生了;我认为我们公司Davroc也有责任。那时,我相信如果改变我们的报告表格纸,添两个新栏目,让技术人员记录压路机的类型,重量,再对沥青浇筑程序做些粗略描述,那么那些坏人就不会再选择Davroc来做他们的下一个“把工程做坏”的项目了。
This kind of affair happened; I think our company Davroc is responsible also. At that time, I believe if change our report paper form, put on two new blocks which technician should record compaction machine’s type, weight, and rough description of asphalt placing progress, then those bad people wouldn’t choose Davroc to do their next “Job Rip” project anymore.

我去Barrie以前同事的家里去取他们公司的表格,途中感觉有人跟踪我。第二天去到桫椤的办公室,他不听我说话,说:“我这买卖做了几十年了,做得挺好!听你的,还不定整出来什么麻烦呢!”
I went to Barrie's former colleague's home to pick up their company form, and on the way, I felt someone was following me. When I went to Sal Fasullo's office the next day, he didn't listen to me and said: “I've been doing this business for decades, and it's doing a pretty good job! Listen to you, maybe there will be any trouble!”

3

随后的工作中和生活中,许多奇怪的事发生了。我的身体,包括头和脸已经被多天的紧张、恐惧、怀疑产生的不适、和沉重的感觉充满了。路上总是感觉有人跟踪我,电话被窃听,家里被人安装了窃听器,摄像镜头。我此时的内心世界,(觉思失调的世界里),桫椤派人暗中保护我,可他也怕我去报警。那时,我认为,资本家之间的恶性竞争中,如果某些人的心理承受不住了,就可能出事故,比如某人被暗杀。而我,根本就不知道在他们的斗争中,自己处于什么位置,以及是否有危险。
Later days, many strange things happened. My body, including my head and face, was filled with days of tension, fear, discomfort from doubt, and heavy feelings. On the road, I always felt that someone was following me, my phone was tapped, someone was installing a bugging device and a video camera in my home. In my inner world at this time, (in my world of schizophrenia), Sal Fasullo sent someone to secretly protect me, but he was also afraid that I would call the police. At that time, I thought that in the vicious competition between capitalists, if some people's psychology could not bear it, there could be accidents, such as someone being assassinated. And I have no idea where I stand in their struggle and whether there is danger.

注9.8-1,本节之前的第1章《娃娃婚约》,述说了我一岁时受到了刘团长的惊吓,患了婴幼儿神经发育失调症。7.3节和刘健君《相亲》时受到了她的刺激。8.4节《大惊失色》受到了刘健君的父亲刘团长的威胁,我再次受到了惊吓,创伤严重。那一年多的时间里,我的精神病潜伏症发育迅速,以至于在8.7节《出故事的人》中,就有了发作的迹象。本小节述说了我的精神病发育成熟了,爆发的经过。精神病的发病程度属于 “严重” ;但这时我还不知道自己病了。
Note 9.8-1, before this section, chapter 1 “Child Marriage Contract” describes how I was frightened by Troupe Leader Liu when I was one year old and suffered from infant neurodevelopmental disorders. In section 7.3 “Blind Date with Eve Liu”, I was stimulated by her. Section 8.4 “I was Shocked”, I was threatened by Eve Liu’s father, Troupe Leader Liu, shocked again and severely traumatized. Over that year, my psychotic latent disorder developed so rapidly that there were signs of schizophrenia in Section 8.7 “The Person Initiates Stories”. This section describes how my psychosis matured and aroused. The degree of psychosis is “severe”; But I didn't know I was sick at that time.

读者可能会有疑问,一岁时的事和此时的病相关吗?答:这种病一般都可以追溯到幼年。
Readers may wonder, is the incident at the age of one related to the disease at this time? Answer: The disease can generally be traced back to early childhood.

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9.9 觉思失调 Schizophrenia

在我心里,不知道桫椤是作什么买卖的!我以前就怀疑过,暗地里问,有的市政监理说:他就是个精明的生意人。也有人说,加拿大的建筑业就是他们意大利人的,你们Davroc测试实验室可不好惹,说什么的都有。
In my heart, I don't know what Sal Fasullo does! I had doubted it before, and asked secretly, and some municipal supervisors said that he was a shrewd businessman. Some people also say that Canada's construction industry is their Italian, and your Davroc testing laboratory is not easy to mess with, many kinds of saying.

一件件奇怪的事不断地发生。那时,我认为自己卷入了资本家的行业内恶性竞争。敌对方是一伙儿叫“大佛印(Dufferin)” 的坏人和刘健君。大佛印是北约克(North York)的一群臭名昭著的坏小子,背后有一些财团支持。而刘健君即利用Davroc也利用大佛印,背后捣乱,就是 “琢磨” 我。 “琢磨” 我这件事源于4.5节的《真人医学实验的报纸新闻》,她继承了她爸爸的灵魂转世实验的事业。
Strange affairs kept happening. At that time, I thought that I was involved in vicious competition in the capitalist industries. The components are Dufferin Gang and Eve Liu. Dufferin Gang is a group of notorious bad boys in North York with some consortium behind them. And Eve Liu used both Davroc and Dufferin to make me trouble, that is to “polish” me. The “polishing” of me stemmed from section 4.5, “Newspaper News of Real Human Medical Experiments”, in which she inherited her father's career of soul reincarnation experiment.

从上面破坏路面的事之后,不到两周时间,我就处于恐惧,怀疑,全身昏沉的感觉(注1),已经处于天昏地暗,昼夜难辨的状态(注1)。我认为自己只是个打工的,挣点儿工资养家糊口,不应该卷进他们的大买卖,整不好,不一定什么时候被驱逐出建筑行业或被送进监狱。我从Davroc辞职了。
In less than two weeks after the “Job Rip” above, I was in a state of highly fearful doubtful and drowsiness, was already in a state of indistinguishable day and night (note 1). I thought I'm just a regular worker, earning a little salary to support family, shouldn't be involved in their big deals,not necessary to take the risk of being expelled from construction industry or sent to prison. I resigned from Davroc.

注9.9-1,这些描述实际是长时间处于高度恐惧、迷惑、和怀疑引起的不舒适的感觉。
Note 9.9-1, these descriptions are uncomfortable feelings caused by prolonged periods of highly fear doubt and muddle.

2

二零一零年五月,我在Mississauga买了房子,在家休息,栽树,看圣经。我觉着自己干不了工程师的工作了。
In May 2010, I bought a house in Mississauga and spent my time at home resting, planting trees, and reading the Bible. I felt that I could no longer work as an engineer.

3

七月,我到LVM Ltd做土建技术员。开始两个月还好,也是怀疑这怀疑那的。十月,它们派我去负责安省北部的一座小型飞机场翻修项目。这个项目对我来说,有些难度,技术上不熟。机场是二次世界大战时修的,下面根本没有地基,这个社区又没钱。奇怪的事又发生了,测量的数据和实验室的数据相差太大,而且测量数据也离散,离散到了我根本没办法理解。我怀疑是刘健君在背后更改了实验的数据。我建议使用从现场用标准的程序作出材料的标准密度,在辅助用现场的观察来决定施工质量是否合格。LVM和建筑公司都同意了,我自己却没有任何可参考的实验室数据,而且这是飞机场建设。
In July, I went to LVM Ltd as a civil technician. The first two months were fine, but I also doubted this and that. In October, they sent me to lead a small airport renovation project in northern Ontario. This project was a bit difficult and technically unfamiliar to me. The airfield was built during World War II, there is no foundation underneath, and the municipality has no money. Strange thing happened again. The measured data was very different from the laboratory data, and the measured data was also discrete. It was so discrete that I couldn't understand it at all. I suspect that Eve Liu changed the experimental data behind. I suggest using standard procedures to determine the standard density of materials from the site, and then using on-site observations to determine whether the construction quality is qualified. Both LVM and the construction company agreed, but I didn't have any laboratory data to refer to, and this was airport construction.

几周后,我的身心又处于天昏地暗之中了。在我打电话的时候,常有电话窜线,有人在我们通话时,他们在开会,唠嗑,以这种形式指导我,或者向我传递信息。
A few weeks later, my body and mind were in darkness again. When I'm on the phone, there are often lines on the phone, and while we're talking, they're in a meeting, chatting, instructing me in this way, or passing on information to me.

4

二零一零年十一月,我收到了卡尔加里环球测试有限公司(Global Testing Ltd)的工作的邀请,做实验室的经理。我接受了这份工作,逃离了这个翻新飞机场的鬼地方。
In November 2010, I received a job offer from Global Testing Ltd in Calgary as a laboratory manager. I took the job,escaped the hell of Airport Renovation Site.

不知从什么时候开始的,我的胃肠就走动不顺,有很多瘴气,我总是多喝水来通顺胃肠(注4)。皮肤上也生了些疮,治不好。

注9.9-4,精神病是情感创伤,胃肠是最能体现情感的器官;不准确地说,胃肠溃疡和那些皮肤病都是心理疾病的伴生病。
I don't know when my stomach and intestines didn't move smoothly, there was a lot of miasmas, and I always drank more water to smooth my stomach and intestines. There are also some sores on my skins, which cannot be cured (note 4).
Note 9.9-4, Psychosis is emotional trauma, the gastrointestinal tract is the organ that best embodies emotions; it is not accurate to say that gastrointestinal ulcers and those skin diseases are companion diseases of mental illness.

在卡尔加里,我对公司老板的一些非规范作法非常有意见。我还被常派去工地。冬天施工的弊病很多,他们为了挣钱,坚持要施工,我对此有很多抱怨。没过多久,我的世界里,刘健君的人跟我到了卡尔加里,继续和我作对。一月末,我回家过年,就没回去卡尔加里。
In Calgary, I'm very vocal about some of the non-standard practices of company owners. I was also often sent to construction sites. There are many drawbacks of winter construction, I complained a lot about those, but they insist on construction to earn money. Soon in my world, Eve Liu's people followed me to Calgary and continued to fight against me. At the end of January, I came home for the New Year and didn't go back to Calgary.

5

二零一一年三月,我到多伦多的建材测试有限公司(Construction Testing Ltd)工作;几周以后被解雇了,因为我时常呆在那里几十分钟,头脑中空无一物(注5)。
In March 2011, I went to work for Construction Testing Ltd in Toronto. I was fired a few weeks later because I often stay there for dozens of minutes with nothing in my head (note 5).

注9.9-5,这是抑郁的症状。精神病患者在不同的阶段会经历大部分精神病症状。
Note 9.9-5, this is a symptom of depression. Psychotic patients experience most psychotic symptoms at different stages.

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