一周后的一天，我的室友，那个来自国务院的警察（不记得他的名字了），问我：“你是谁？” 他问了又问。
我被问糊涂了，回答：“我现在真的不知道自己是谁了！”
One week later, my roommate, the policeman from State Council (I don’t remember his name anymore), asked me, “Who are you?” He asked again and again.
I was confused and answered, “I really don’t know who I am now!”
他大发感慨：“我一向认为自己是个合格的警察，对周围的人了如指掌。今天在黄老师屋里看了他们调查你的报告。他们正在汇总你的调查报告呢。我才知道，我对我同寝室住了半年的人都一无所知。”
He said with great emotion, “I always thought I was a qualified policeman and knew the people around me very well. Today I read their investigation report on you in Teacher Huang’s room. They are compiling their investigation reports about you. I realized that I knew nothing about the people who lived with me in the dormitory for half a year.”
 
注7.8-0，这位来自国务院的警察室友就是前文4.5节《真人医学实验的报纸新闻 https://web.6parkbbs.com/index.php?app=forum&act=view&tid=4337696》中所说的维护这项医学实验的特殊警察，就是美国电影中直接执行总统命令的那种X-File警察。本书所研究的领域位于心理学和哲学之间，对应的警察部门就是国家安全局。这是个灵魂转世实验。刘团长让他多次问我 “我是谁” 这个问题，就是让我在写回忆录时意识到我要回答上帝的无字墓碑的问题，即回答上帝的 “我是谁” 的问题。本回忆录的全书就是在系统地回答这个问题。
Note 7.8-0, this police roommate from the State Council is the special policeman who protects this medical experiment mentioned in Section 4.5 "News of Real-Life Medical Experiments", the X-File policeman who directly executes the president's orders in American movies. The field studied in this book is between psychology and philosophy, and the corresponding police department is the National Security Agency. This is a soul reincarnation experiment. By having him ask me the question, “Who am I?” so many times, Troupe Leader Liu was making me realize as I wrote my memoir that I had to answer the question of God's Wordless Tombstone, the question of God's “WHO AM I?” The whole of this memoir is a systematic effort to answer that question.
1 局长的脸 the face of bureau chief
我说：“我们家祖宗三代都是农村种地的，哪里有什么秘密可言！”
他问：“你说你们和平房产局是什么地方？”
我回答：“我听说，我们和平房产局很有名，在全国排名中是一百零几。”
I said, “Our family has been farming in the countryside for three generations, so where are the secrets to be found!”
He asked, “What did you say about your Heping Housekeeping Bureau?”
I replied, “I've heard that our Bureau is very famous and is ranked one hundred and something in the whole China.”
他说：“行！你还知道你们局有名儿。我不想误导你，你说的那个名儿是来自公安部的事故统计数字。公安部每年按地区、行业等分门别类地对事故做出统计。几年的统计数据一起看，就会发现某些地区或行业围绕着什么利益有那么一群人。那群人可能是有组织的，可能没组织，也可能是有某种松散的联系。你说你们房产局有什么利益？”
He said, “OK! You still know that your bureau is very famous. I don't want to mislead you, the name you mentioned is from the accident statistics of the Ministry of Public Security. The Ministry of Public Security makes annual statistics on accidents by region, industry, and other categories. When you look at several years' statistics together, you'll see that certain regions or industries have that group of people around what interests them. That group of people may or may not be organized, or they may be loosely connected in some way. What interests would you say your Heping Housekeeping Bureau has?”
我回答：“我们局是沈阳最大的地主，有四千处房地产。”
他说：“对了！房地产有巨大的经济利益。那你和他们是什么关系？”
I replied: "Our bureau is the largest landlord in Shenyang, with 4,000 real estate properties." 
He said: "That's right! Real estate has huge economic benefits. So, what is your relationship with them?"
我回答：“我和他们没关系！”
他说：“连我这个外行人都看明白了！你看你的那些职位，你说你们局长一天都干些啥！你不是你们局长的脸吗！”
I replied: "I have nothing to do with them!"
He said: "Even an outsider like me can see it clearly! Look at your positions, what do your bureau chief do all day? Aren't you the face of bureau chief?"
我一想，真的！问：“怎么回事？我一个大专刚毕业的，他们怎么就要培养我当局长？”
他说：“我怎么会知道！我在问你呢！你可把我吓着了！”
I thought, really! I asked, "What's going on? I just graduated from college, why are they training me to be the bureau chief?" 
He said, "How should I know! I'm asking you! You scared me!"
2 炮校的女婿 Son-in-law of the Artillery School
国务院警察室友又问我：“你说黄老师那群人是什么人？”
My roommate, the policeman from the State Council, asked me again, “Who do you think Teacher Huang’s group is?”
我回答：“听我舅舅说，这个炮校本来是一九三几年的延安炮校。解放后，东北的GDP约占全国的三分之一；其中，辽宁占了四分之三。那时候，大炮、雷达和导弹都是高科技。毛主席把这个炮校（即沈阳炮兵学院）安排在了沈阳，就是把屁股坐在沈阳了。我舅舅还说，老沈阳人都知道，没人敢惹他们。他们一出动，总是一群一群的，一出来就是上百人。欸！你看他们，真是一出动就是一群一群的；来念研究生，一来就来了三五十个。”
I answered, "My uncle told me that this artillery school was originally the Yanan Artillery School in the 1930s. After liberation, the GDP of Northeast China accounted for about one-third of the country's total; Liaoning accounted for three-quarters of it. At that time, artillery, radar, and missile were all high-tech. Chairman Mao arranged this artillery school (i.e., Shenyang Artillery Academy) in Shenyang, which meant he had his butt in Shenyang. My uncle also said that old Shenyang people all knew that no one dared to mess with them. When they went out, they always came in groups, with hundreds of people at a time. Hey! Look at them, they really go out in groups; when they come to study for graduate degrees, there are thirty or fifty of them at a time."
室友说：“啊！他们这伙人叫炮校，我才知道。根据你舅舅说的和我看他们调查你的那种方式，我判断这伙人比你们房产局还出名，排名应该是三十多。”
我惊讶了：“我舅舅说沈阳有两伙人，另一伙人是我们和平房产局。我是怎么搞的！”
My roommate said, "Ah! I just knew that this group of people is called the Artillery School. Based on what your uncle said and the way I saw them investigating you, I judged that this group of people is more famous than your Heping Housekeeping Bureau, should be ranked in the top 30."
I was surprised: "My uncle said there are two groups of people in Shenyang, and the other group is our Heping Housekeeping Bureau. How did I do it!"
室友问：“你和黄老师是什么关系？他怎么那么喜欢你？”
我回答：“没什么关系。你来之前，他的室友踢水房的门，把我的眼眉骨撞伤了，害得我疼了几个月。他对我有些歉意。”
My roommate asked, "What is your relationship with Teacher Huang? Why does he like you so much?" 
I answered, "Nothing. Before you came, his roommate kicked the door of the bathroom and injured my eyebrow bone, which caused me pain for several months. He felt a little sorry for me."
室友想了想说：“这是一方面。到这儿我就发现了，他看你的眼神不一样。”
我回答：“他是想给刘健君找对象，喜欢观察，喜欢农村人的朴实。”
My roommate thought for a moment and said, "That's one aspect. I realized here that he looks at you differently."
I replied, "He wants to find a boyfriend for Eve Liu. He likes to observe and likes the simplicity of rural people."
室友又想了想说：“还有别的。”
我说：“就是介绍个对象，素不相识的，还能有什么！”
My roommate thought about it and said, "There are other things."
I said, "It's just to introduce someone to someone. We don't know each other, what else can it be!"
室友说：“他都调查你三次了。我看见了他们的材料，他那工作量可不小啊！你还说和他没关系！”
我感觉奇怪：“我都让你给说糊涂了！我是怎么混的！怎么和他们都扯上关系了！”
My roommate said, "He has investigated you three times. I have seen their materials. His workload is not small! And you still say you has nothing to do with him!"
I felt strange: "You have confused me! What did I do! How did I get involved with them!"
室友笑着说：“你想不出我今天的感觉。我以前在国务院，天天看公安部的报告，觉得我的工作挺有意思的。怎么也没想到，我到沈阳，一个住邻居，一个住同屋。你们辽宁省，还就有这两伙人。哎！你说十年以后，咱俩再见面，说个啥？”
My roommate smiled and said, "You can't imagine how I feel today. I used to work at the State Council, reading reports from the Ministry of Public Security every day, and I thought my job was quite interesting. I never thought that when I arrived in Shenyang, one of them would live next to me, and the other would live in the same room with me. There are these two groups of people in your Liaoning Province. Hey! What do you think we will talk about when we meet again in ten years?"
我回答：“我和他们没关系。说啥？青梅煮酒论桑麻！酸溜溜的，和今天说的一样。”
室友说：“不一样！到那时候，我心里知道你是谁，干什么的；你心里知道我是谁，做什么工作的，心里正在敲鼓呢！”
I replied: "I have nothing to do with them. What are we talking about? Drinking wine and talking about mulberry and green apricot! It's sour, just like what we talked about today."
My roommate said: "It's different! By then, I know who you are and what you do; you know who I am and what I do, and you are beating a drum in your heart!"
我说：“你还要约谈我！我可没那个荣幸。”
室友叨咕：“十有八九，到时候你就知道了！”
I said, “And you're going to interview me! I don't have that honor.”
My roommate chimed in, “Nine times out of ten, you'll find out then!”
我惊讶地问：“怎么会十有八九呢？”
室友不高兴地说：“我差啥呀！也是根红苗正，博士毕业！将来，就不能当个小官儿啥的！也出来活动活动！”
I asked in surprise, “How can it be nine out of ten?”
My roommate said unhappily, “I'm not that bad! I'm also a correct stalk with red root, graduated with a doctorate degree! In the future, can't I become a small official or something! Be able to move around too!”
我说：“啊！你能！但我当不上什么老舵把子！”
室友笑着说：“什么事，最终都落实在人才！我真没看出你哪里特殊，可我能看出他们都看中你了，还跑了你了！”
随后，我对此事想过多次，想不出个所以然。
I said, “Ah! You can! But I can't be any old helmsman!”
My roommate laughed and said, “In the end, everything comes down to talent! I really don't see where you're special, but I can see that they've all got their eyes on you! You can’t get away with them!”
Subsequently, I have thought about this matter many times, can not think of a reason.
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